wow ... i dont even know where to start or what to say last night me n zack just randomly started talking and in 2 minutes i swear i told him everything that i have been through the past month more thna i have told anyone  and he actually understood me yea i cried liek uncontrolably but it kind of felt good but to add to the complete mess of me then me n tyler called it quits which is fine kinda the last thign i needed with everyhtign else that is goin on but understnadable n kinda needed to happen so thats really no big deal and so then i dunno caught up in the moment last night i was so upset n like i dunno so i called alyssa and me her n siera went on a walk around the neighborhood at liek 1 and we wanted to go tipeing a tthis kids house but these ppl wouldnt come pick us up bummer but o well

so yea nothign seems to be goinf right its jus oen bad thing after another and i jus feel so alone n liek no one gets me n i mena ya ppl can say if u ever need tot lka im here n i eman i love u guys n i kno u mean well but u dont understand and i jsu dont feel leik spilling my guts to u when all u can say is im so sry cause u really cant relate

--chloe

yesterday morning i got up at 6 am and i was soooo tired n sooo sore form the day before but i got up n got everyhtign together ate breakfast n then natalie came n got me and we headed up to lexington for moree soccer so i played jv at 9 and we lost in pk's booo but it was a good game and we still had another game for 3rd place then i played in the varsity game at 11 and we won like 6-0 i think then i played the jv game at 1 and we won 1-0 so we got third place in the tournament then i played in my 7th game of the weekand my last game finally which was varsity and we won 1-0 and we won the tournament so then we went n got our medals and took our pictures n stuff and then we drove home and my mom got me n g steak n shake which was the first thing i had had to eat all day other than breakfast at 6 am me n g watched the wedding planner on the way home i love that movie !! then i came home n i was exhausted n SOOOO BURNT! holy moly but tyler came over round 7 and we watched balde n jus hung out then like as soon as he left i passed out man i was so pooped and now today i dont hink im gunna do anything i need to recooperate cause i ahev practice tom.  but im gunna go back to doing nothing laterr

Xo- ChLoE

ok so thursday i had to get up at 7 am!!! and go to assumption for the summer leadership workshop  and spend the night man p mena it was dreadful but i did get out of soccer practice so yea i was at assumption form 830 am on thursday till 2 pm on friday blahhh after i left there i went to velocity and i was sooo tired cause the night b4 i only got like 5 hours of sleep because we had to wake up at 7 n the floor was like sooo unbelievably hard !! o well then my mommy was being nice n let me off grounding so i went to marys n then we went out to eat wiht ryan n bobby then walked back to ryans house n jus hung out

this morning i had to get up n drive to lexington for soccer and i had 3 games back to back   i had my varisty game first at 2 and we played franklin simpson ... its a schoool .. but ... i have never heard of it well we won 9-0 then as soon as the ref blew the whistle i ahd to srpint across the feild to play wiht jv at 330 but we lost 1-0 but we still get to play tom which i dunno if im xited for but w/e and then i had liek a 30 min break and then i played another varsity game at 630 and we played anderson county and we won 7-0 man o man im pooped and i was hungry i didnt eat all day except in lousville in the mornin b4 i left but yea i hafta get up at 6 am to drive all the way back to lexington to play a jv game at 9 and a varisty one at 11 n then we will jus hafta see after that but im gunna go to bed cause im sooo tired n i hafta get up early laterrr

Xo- chloe

hmmm ok well yea grounding isnt going over so well wiht me i cant take it

but yea today was my first practice back after spraining my ankle n it kinda hurts now but ill b fine for this weekand but it doenst matter im probably gunna hafta play wiht jv n i mean i dont mind it i guess but its kinda liek moving backwards n its gunna b hard cause  i havnt practiced wiht them n i dont even kno over half of them but o well it will b all good

but thursday i have a lock in at school for all class officers n student council n im NOT xited at alllllllllll its gunna suck n i have to miss practice so ya thats really going to suck but o wellll

but im tired so im out later

xoxo- chloe